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Monday, July 31, 2006

patchwork

we will get there. won't we?
and thanks for the reply. it mattered a lot to me :)
and now i know why i'll save my smiles for you.
eeks sounds mushy. haha.

love you like a sister;
9:46 pm

Sunday, July 30, 2006

stop robbing me
and leaving me crumbs :(

some little feelings sprouted out of nowhere last night. i don't really know how to handle them. i guess i'll just ignore it. it's probably false alarm.

is the term history? does it still stand anymore?

do you know what's the feeling of standing next to someone and yet you feel like the person is not with you and that the person is totally talking on the phone like say 80% of the time? it sucks. whats the point of even going out together? see i told you i'm being robbed. or rather i've been robbed. cant you people leave me a little more than crumbs? sometimes i dislike you people even though i don't know who the hell you are. but i don't really care who you are.

okay maybe i have a problem. zzzz

love you like a sister;
10:39 am

Thursday, July 27, 2006

snapple

love you like a sister;
7:35 pm

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

fried maki on the conveyor belt

today is haha day :D

love you like a sister;
6:39 pm

Saturday, July 22, 2006

the reasons i was happy yesterday

lets have more of this :)

love you like a sister;
11:56 am

Thursday, July 20, 2006

numb to the core

love you like a sister;
6:45 pm

Saturday, July 15, 2006

we've come so far. i paused to look back. i don't know what's happening now. all i know is that when i think of it i feel like crying. and it doesn't feel good at all.

for all the times i felt like i was unimportant.
for all the times i felt i wasn't good enough for you.
and for all the times i felt that maybe it wasn't mutual.

i really hope you are not angry in any way. i really don't know what i'm doing. and i still don't really know what i should do.

love you like a sister;
4:52 pm

Friday, July 07, 2006

i think i'm tired of everything. i think i'm going to give up and forget. maybe it's not that hard. at least it seems like it's working.

okay think of the things that keep me happy please.

love you like a sister;
7:45 pm

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

i love todays break :D

love you like a sister;
9:25 pm

Sunday, July 02, 2006

woohoo! portugal is going into semi-finals!! i must be dreaming :)

go portugal!

don't you just love ricardo?

yes we love you too

simao without his tight shirt. haha. shou your fav. oh oops i forgot your fav is costinha.

and i love shou's entry on the match :D

love you like a sister;
12:43 pm

Saturday, July 01, 2006

so many things have changed but i can't pinpoint what the changes are. good or bad? i don't know. amidst the changes, i'm really lost. sometimes it feels pretty lonely even though there are many people around. anyway, today has been a rather happy day :) haven't felt this happy for quite some time already. watched Just My Luck when actually we wanted to watch Havoc. but oh well, it was light-hearted and cuteee :) i enjoyed it. and maybe i'm itching to watch horror movies.

disconnected and further away from your world. maybe i'll never ever get back there. sometimes things happen for no apparent reason and you can't do anything about it besides thinking about it. which is really pathetic. and then when i see you, it feels like we're strangers. but just for that split moment before i change my mind as we start talking like the usual. and so, i'm left puzzled.

and as much as i love my class, i'm not very close to them. something just doesn't fit. maybe it's me. sigh.

love you like a sister;
3:14 am